Friday, November 30, 2012

Smile

People said that I'm a moody person when I was in high school. Rarely smile and I have that "kerek" face of mine. I was even awarded "Fasi Paling Tegas" during Solferino Camp in 2009. Well I am not denying what they said about me. It is true. 

That is why I've decided to change that side of me when I started my foundation studies. Alhamdulillah I think I am progressing until now. No more moody face when meeting people and when I asked my roommates here on their first impression on me, they said that I am very soft spoken. 

And of course when I told my friends back at home, they would laugh out loud and said I'm just acting out and it won't be for long. Well, I'm not disappointed by their statement but I took it as a challenge. There is nothing wrong in changing to be a better person. Istiqamah in shaa Allah


WUS

Even though we are medical students, we have to take entrepreneurship classes as one of the requirement for us to graduate and there are a lot of things that we need to do for that one class. We have lectures every week, 2 quizzes, we have to make a report after interviewing a successful businessman, we have to open a stall and do a presentation on our sale on that day. Last but not least, we also have to do a business proposal which is very complicated as if we are going to be a businessman one day.

I have just done the slides for the presentation and going to present it tomorrow morning. My group is going to be the second group presenting and we have about 20 more groups after us. To make things worse, we have to wait for all the groups to present and then only we can leave the lecture hall. Hey, that's not the worst part of this thing. I think the worst part should be the part that this presentation starts at 8.00 am tomorrow! Even normal lectures start at 8.30. 


Thursday, November 29, 2012

Selanjar 1



My first Continuous Assessment also known as Selanjar 1 has just ended yesterday. I know I did not do well. As a matter of fact, I think I was very bad indeed. 

It is my own fault for not paying attention in the class. 
It is my own fault for not revising the lecture notes before and after the class. 
It is my own fault for not making use of the demo and discussion session. 
It is my own fault for not doing my best revising all the notes. 
It is my own fault to start revising at the very last moment. 

Now is not the time to keep regretting what I've done in the past. Instead, I've learnt my lesson and I couldn't care less about my results for the Selanjar 1 (still really hoping that I will pass the exam). I told my mum about this and she supported me and advised to put more effort in my studies. In syaa Allah mama. 

Starting from the next block which is the Nervous System Block, I will give my very best and concentrate more on my studies. I have to set my mind that staying up late to revise the lecture notes are normal for daily routine and not just a routine only when the exams are approaching. Stay focus in the class so that my time will not be simply wasted. 

NO MATTER HOW BUSY I AM WITH THE ACTIVITIES, I SHOULD ALWAYS PRIORITIZE AND MAKE TIME FOR MY STUDIES

New block, new resolution and new experience, in syaa Allah.

Puteri 201

Previously, before I start my foundation studies, I was quite worried about who is going to be my roommate, what she's gonna be like, how are we going to get along and so many questions kept playing in my mind but before starting medschool, I don't really care about it anymore. As quoted by someone, "Redha it ikhlas, pasrah itu menyerah". 

Alhamdulillah, I got cool roommates. We can get along so well from the first day itself. To make things more interesting, we've actually met each other during the interview because our interview was on the first day (second session). My mum talked with Nazra's mum while Maria's mum talked to Nadia's mum, I've chatted with Nadia when we were lining up. See?? Somehow we were kind of interconnected with each other eventhough they actually arranged in alphabetical order.

 -tutti frutti-

-Malam Tautan Kasih- 

-Forum Keusahawanan-

UPU

I enrolled in this medical school on 1st September 2012. It is my first time being so far away from my family and I am the only one among my siblings who study in Kelantan. Never thought I would be studying here in the first place but still I am very grateful the moment I see this picture on my lappy's screen.


Luckily I was alone at home when I check the UPU's result because I can't stop crying after that.

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Muqaddimah



Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

This is my second blog. I'm on my way to private my first blog and am still thinking whether to open this blog to restricted readers or myself only. Whatever it is, let me introduce myself first. My name is Nabeelah binti Ahmad Murad and I am a first year medical student in Universiti Sains Malaysia. I made this blog because I want to keep all the memories while I'm still a medical student. It has only been 3 months since I've registered here but a lot of things had happen. I wanna try to record all those tears, smile, laughters, stress and all those feelings that can never be repeated again especially when we become a medical officer one day, in shaa Allah.